Mindfulness
Nov. 4th, 2016 01:38 amI'm exploring mindfulness and meditation. I want to start a meditation practice again. (I had one years ago.) I also found a group that promised to help people build a daily practice, and I thought, "That's what I need," but it cost 100 euros, and whoa. All I really need for a meditation practice is a spot to meditate. The group promised to send e-mail reminders, but when I figure out the best time to meditate, I'll set a reminder on my phone.
But I did want some guidance on restarting my practice. Sounds True had a set of CDs (or a download) by Jack Kornfield about how to meditate. It wasn't too expensive, so I was considering it. Then I checked Audible, and found that I had six credits (I have no idea how you earn credits), and spent three credits to get three audiobooks on meditation for free. Deal! Score! I have no idea of the differences between Vipassanā meditation (what Jack Kornfield does) and zazen, but I'll do some research to figure it out.
I have two kinds of mindfulness issues. One is concentration. I've heard of "monkey mind," but I have a whole tribe of monkeys living in my head. I am very distractible. I find it frustrating because I use to have incredible focus before I got hit with my mental illness, but I'm stuck with the monkeys now. Meditation should help.
But I also want to "live deliberately," as Thoreau put it. I've been grappling with the Zen precepts again, and thought about exploring vegetarianism because "I like meat" isn't exactly a moral imperative. I'm not certain that I will go veggie, but I want to think about it and learn instead of going along in my rut. It's also hitting me on a gut level that my comfort isn't a moral imperative either. I'd like to try meditation with a group, and there is one in Bloomington during Sunday evenings, which would be perfect except that I work on Sundays. But there also is one in Springfield at 9 AM on Saturdays, and if I was truly committed, I would find a way to get my lazy butt to Springfield then. Food for thought. Starting a daily practice is a beginning though.
It probably seems like I go off on different new tangents, but actually, my interests haven't changed much throughout my life. Music. Meditation. Languages. Poetry (haven't done much with it lately). Computer programming (I took several classes in it in the past.) Travel.
But I did want some guidance on restarting my practice. Sounds True had a set of CDs (or a download) by Jack Kornfield about how to meditate. It wasn't too expensive, so I was considering it. Then I checked Audible, and found that I had six credits (I have no idea how you earn credits), and spent three credits to get three audiobooks on meditation for free. Deal! Score! I have no idea of the differences between Vipassanā meditation (what Jack Kornfield does) and zazen, but I'll do some research to figure it out.
I have two kinds of mindfulness issues. One is concentration. I've heard of "monkey mind," but I have a whole tribe of monkeys living in my head. I am very distractible. I find it frustrating because I use to have incredible focus before I got hit with my mental illness, but I'm stuck with the monkeys now. Meditation should help.
But I also want to "live deliberately," as Thoreau put it. I've been grappling with the Zen precepts again, and thought about exploring vegetarianism because "I like meat" isn't exactly a moral imperative. I'm not certain that I will go veggie, but I want to think about it and learn instead of going along in my rut. It's also hitting me on a gut level that my comfort isn't a moral imperative either. I'd like to try meditation with a group, and there is one in Bloomington during Sunday evenings, which would be perfect except that I work on Sundays. But there also is one in Springfield at 9 AM on Saturdays, and if I was truly committed, I would find a way to get my lazy butt to Springfield then. Food for thought. Starting a daily practice is a beginning though.
It probably seems like I go off on different new tangents, but actually, my interests haven't changed much throughout my life. Music. Meditation. Languages. Poetry (haven't done much with it lately). Computer programming (I took several classes in it in the past.) Travel.