Complete Meltdown

I've been feeling like crying this morning and I don't know why. Just overwhelmed.

The dumpster is here. Wow, it's big. But crud, they put it smack in the middle of the driveway, and I need it near the garage. I called them, and they said to call back in the afternoon.

I think that my next step is to get the sprinklers fixed because I want to reseed the lawn.

The guy came and installed the smoke detectors, except for one that I grabbed that was wired, which I need to return. I've put fire extinguishers where they belong too.

The guy came and did his walkthrough for insurance. I'm kind of waiting for the fallout. It might be that the pond isn't fenced in.

The dumpster people said that they put the dumpster where I said to put it. She asked if it should still be in front of the garage, and I said that there is stuff in front of the garage, and to put it behind it. She later asked if the dumpster should be on the right or left side, and I said in the middle of the driveway, meaning not left or right. She said that she never asked me about the garage and that I told her to put the dumpster in the middle of the driveway. She had a bad case of needing to be right. We got in an argument. She said that she was going into work tomorrow to listen to the recordings of the calls.

And after I hung up, I had a complete meltdown for the first time through all of this. I cried and cried and said that I can't do this. After I calmed down a little, I called the Delta SkyMiles bank, figuring that I couldn't feel worse. They had sent the card to Urbana, and it got returned. It took a couple of hours, three agents, and a wild goose chase to Delta, but it looks like it might be resolved.

I just want to put a few more things in baskets and go to bed. The organizer will be here tomorrow.