...Knowing what we know now

I'm scrambling to make my LJ entries friends-only before I start work tomorrow. I probably won't make it, but that's okay.

Going through my old entries is giving me the creeps though. First reading the innocent entries before the summer--I sounded so happy--and then "watching" myself get sick. "Guess I was tired....Had a tough time reading the paper last night at dinner too." Uh no, it'll get much, much worse.

I can go through only a few entries at one time.