Falling Apart
Jun. 23rd, 2017 07:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
days_unfoldingI had a mild relapse of my mental illness yesterday. Maybe it was because of the lack of sleep. I've been on pins and needles wondering if it would get worse, but I seem to be okay today. Just what I didn't need with my presentation on Sunday.
While I was out, I tripped and fell. I wish that I knew why I keep tripping and falling.
The laundry room in the building is locked "for repairs". There's a note that said that it will open tomorrow morning. I hope so because I really need to do laundry. I suppose that I could go to the laundromat, but it's more expensive.
I have a headache, so I took some Tylenol and made myself my almost free meal: scrambled eggs with cheddar and toast with butter and raspberry jam. I managed to knock the bowl over in which I mixed the eggs, and one egg escaped down the drain. With a dozen eggs at $0.35, I can afford it. I also got raspberry jam on my beige jeans, but I think that it will come out.
I'm feeling slightly cranky, but need to snap myself out of it.
Added: Forgot to mention that a muscle in my back was threatening to pull out.
While I was out, I tripped and fell. I wish that I knew why I keep tripping and falling.
The laundry room in the building is locked "for repairs". There's a note that said that it will open tomorrow morning. I hope so because I really need to do laundry. I suppose that I could go to the laundromat, but it's more expensive.
I have a headache, so I took some Tylenol and made myself my almost free meal: scrambled eggs with cheddar and toast with butter and raspberry jam. I managed to knock the bowl over in which I mixed the eggs, and one egg escaped down the drain. With a dozen eggs at $0.35, I can afford it. I also got raspberry jam on my beige jeans, but I think that it will come out.
I'm feeling slightly cranky, but need to snap myself out of it.
Added: Forgot to mention that a muscle in my back was threatening to pull out.
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Date: 2017-06-24 01:59 am (UTC)You don't have to snap in or out of anything, sweetie. Focus on calm and good, but don't be hard on yourself if you need to be a bit cranky. There are reasons when these things happen.
The laundromat I go to is actually cheaper, so it's worth it to haul stuff a couple of blocks. Those front-loaders hold a ton of things! And then the dryers are free if you wash there. It's called Happy Wash and a woman named Maria often amuses me while I'm there, too. lol I do hope you can wash your clothes tomorrow. *mwa*
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Date: 2017-06-24 03:46 am (UTC)